This is the journey I take from pain, madness and the blur of reality against me as i learn to let go. learn to not love. learn to say goodbye to the love of my life. he has always been my love-i had not known that before we met-but once found…once loved…once beloved. the question is — how?
Time has moved on. He sits in jail in Florida now, wearing an orange jumpsuit. Do I love him? Yes. My love is forever. I am not in love with him. I am no longer captive to the fact that I am unlovable because I know that this is not true. I know that there are actually people who do love me. Who choose willingly to align themselves with me in bonds of friendship, caring and love.
Today and every day hence, the journey through marches on…